Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Nov. 19, 2008 "Meds a body good"

"Meds a body good"

“I felt good today, maybe a little sluggish this morning, but I don’t know if that’s just from lack of sleep or the medication”

-David Toms

Lamictal
Effexor

Those are my drugs of choice lol. Those keep me on the sane and on the non anxious path. Brian says I am a little like stuck up or what do you call it like not going out of my box. It’s hard to explain it but it’s just that I am scared. It’s the same as if you had to get on a roller coaster and you were scared to death of roller coasters. I mean think of the emotions go through you and how do you feel. For me life is my roller coaster. I get that scared anxious feeling in many most of all situations and I can’t control it. It makes me sad when I get misunderstood. I guess what I said earlier I sometimes don’t say the right thing or am very clear on how I am feeling. I guess I am getting better I guess it will take time.


Peace and love bitches

Love Nicole

O everyone last night was crazy I found my cat muffins stuck under the neighbor’s house. At least brian and I came to the rescue. Hehe

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