"I never do give them hell. I just tell the truth, and they think it was hell"
So lets see its been a few years now. I think i only write when i am sad. Looking back at my past blogs they are never happy thoughts but more or less the sad lonely ones right have a break up.
Well anyways
Just laying in the bed alone tonight david is in the bird house and so is mel. David is my boyfriend and mel is my best friend. Yup things have changed in a couple years but change is not always bad. It comes just like the seasons. Winter is Brian and the Summer is David. Funny how if you think of them thats how they fit.
So you maybe wondering what happen to Brian. Well Nov 26 2008 he was killed in a car accident. My life was a mess and i turned a little crazy but i think anyone would. Its been two years and i met a wonderful man by the name of David. He fits everything i have ever looked for and between you and me i think brian sent him to me.
I still feel him. He still is around in his own way but not in a scary way. He did always tell me if he ever died he would haunt my ass. I guess in some way he has.
Well like i said i am sitting her in my bed thinking that writing stuff down would be a good idea. So expect more and more of these little junkets of thoughts
Love you always and more
Nicole
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