“Life is languished away in the gloom of anxiety, and consumed in collecting resolutions which the next morning dissipates; in forming purposes which we scarcely hope to keep, and reconciling ourselves to our own cowardice by excuses which, while we”
-Samuel Johnson
Ok before I forget to tell you about what happen or before my mind jumps to something else I wanna tell you about the feeling I had just before I got on the elevator to go to the dr Monday morning. If anyone has every felt anxiety or felt fear of some sort they would know what I was talking about. Well my anxiety about getting on the elevator came back to me all at once in like a watery flood. I felt as If the doors to hell had opened and I was about to get on board. Its hard to feel that way when you know that its stupid. Its hard to make yourself feel better and think how sad it is. Crossing the door to the elevator is so hard. I am always scared that it will crush me like it does in the movies. Just know me writing about it makes me feel anxious. Is that crazy? I guess it is. I know lots of people with fears. So that’s one of my fears that I have to face.
Ok peace out bitches
Love always Nicole
Hey this is what my baby got me for our one year. He is the best he always knows what I want. I love you baby
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